Preggo!

Well I guess its not really news by now that I am pregnant, about four months to be exact! It is defintely an experience! Right now things seem to be going ok, but at the beginning it was rough! I was sick and tired ALL the time!! The best way to describe the feeling was like being on a boat 24 hours a day, non stop motion sickness! Thank god that has finally gone, and while I am still tired, that too is not nearly as bad. At least now I can stay up past 7 pm! Other than the odd ache and pain, things are moving along nicely!

Although I know I am pregnant, it is still surreal to me, like I only believe it when I go to the doctor and hear a heartbeat. After that it still feels like a dream sometimes. My husband is so freaking excited he can hardly contain himself! I too am excited, but he has wanted kids much longer than I have. It took me a while to get to that point. It is also a little overwhelming to think that I will have to be responsible for something other than myself. Feed, bathe, dress something everyday other than me...and the money, whew that is also something that is heavy on my mind! Unless you are a billionaire who can afford these little creatures! I know people do it everyday, but man sometimes its a struggle for just us..I hope things work out! I am sure they will. We have a lot of support from family and friends. That is the other issue that upsets me is family! None of mine live here, I am not sure if that will be easy or hard! I guess all of these things we will have to deal with as the time comes. For now I have to enjoy this time, b/c who knows if it will happen again, and see what happens. We are looking forward to meeting the new Graham in a few months time!