Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I love....

I love summer time. Its full of trees, flowers, nice weather and fun outdoor activities. Its a great time to get together with some friends and sit on a patio somewhere and have a few beers.

I love my husband...he is so wonderful. ( I know vomiting sounds are happening on the other end but thats ok)

I have decided that I love school...well I always knew i loved school but I realized just how much I love it when I am in the work force working at a crappy ass job. True that will change when I find a job I like but for now professional student is where its at.

I love animals. They are so cute and cuddly (most of them) I wish I had a whole farm of cats, dogs, bunnies, horses..basically all the cute and cuddly animals

I love food.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Losing Weight....it sucks!

I am currently trying to eat healthy and lose some weight (again). I don't know how many times I have gone down this path but enough is enough!! It is time to lose weight and be healthy.
The problem is its a challenge, a challenge to stick to the plan and follow through on every aspect of this process. Watching what you eat, exercise regularly are a large part and well when you love food and do not like exercising it becomes a challenge!

So far eating healthy has been okay. I have been watching what I eat, incorporating more fruits and veggies into my diet and cutting out carbs. I would say this is the hardest part as carbs are the best food there is but so far its going okay. There is the odd time where I crave something that is full of sugar and fat but I usually resist the urge to eat such things.

The other half of this process is exercising which has been a challenge. I am not fond of exercising. Going to the gym is a dreadful chore that I cannot bring myself to do which means being creative and thinking of other ways to get in shape. I have taken up walking, sort of. While I do not go everyday like I should, I try to go three or four times a week. Of course life comes up and there are certain things that take priority over walking. Its hard to get motivated to get up and go for a walk. In the mornings before work, I tell myself over and over that I should be going for a walk instead of writing about it but its just so hard to get up and be that motivated in the morning. All I want to do is relax and enjoy my morning in my jammie's before a long day of work!

No one said this process would be easy and its not. Anyone who has tried to lose weight and get healthy knows its a lot of work but worth it in the end. I am going to keep going and hopefully find success and the end!!

Thursday, May 1, 2008

decision made

It has arrived, decision making time. I made the choice successfully, however, I still feel bad about it. I don't feel like I made the wrong choice, but I do feel bad for those I have to tell of my leaving. I do not like confronation, I guess no one really does and while this is confrontation is not end of the world confronation nonetheless I am not looking forward to telling them I found a better job opportunity. I hope its a clean cut, no questions, just a nice to have met you see you around sort of encounter.

I hope this new job works out, nothing worse than giving up a job you already have for a job you know nothing about. Keep your fingers crossed, the last thing I want to be doing is job hunting, again.