OMG!

OMG I love my little monkey so much! She is so frigging cute, and tiny! She is amazing! It's amazing how much you can love someone in such a short amount of time. Of course I loved her while I was pregnant with her, but its not the same as when she was born! I could just eat her up! To make it better, she is such a good baby. She only cries (I hope I am not jinxing myself), when she is hungry or needs to be changed. Other than that she is sleeping, or just lying there content and looking around! I can't imagine my life without her!!

Merry Christmas to the Graham family!

Early Christmas Present!

Well its about 2 1/2 weeks till Christmas and a little someone could not wait to arrive. On Dec 3, 2010 a little Miss Allie Naveen Graham decided to enter into this world. She is so freaking cute I can't even stand it. Its amazing how much you can love someone in seconds. Whenever I am not near her I miss her so much. She is such a good baby. I love her to bits. I love seeing A with her as well..he is so good with her! He loves her so much...its so cute! So while this should be a happy occasion, which for the most part it is, it is also a sad occasion, because five days later my mom passed away! How messed up is that? It was totally unexpected. So the last week has been very bitter sweet! As if adjusting to a life with a new baby is not hard enough, I now have to deal with the loss of my mom! Let me tell you how much that sucks balls! I am trying to be strong to take care of myself and little Allie b/c that is what is important. To make matters worse I cannot go to the funeral! Due to the fact its Christmas, flights out west are horrendously expensive, not to mention travelling with a 10 day old would be exhausting and stressful. While I am sad that I cannot attend the funeral, I am also relieved at not having to worry about travelling. I am going out there in the Spring time, that will be the time to honor and pay my respects. I can say goodbye in my heart! I do miss her, though I did not see her often, we did talk a lot. We had good chats. Well that is whats going on in my life these days! I don't have anything ready for Christmas yet. It really doesn't feel like Christmas, but I am going to make the best of it.

Hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas!